sex with husband's friend

On the eve of our wedding, I had sexual intercourse with my husband's best friend who was also his best man. I was intoxicated at the time and only realized what I had done when it was all over. Nobody else knows about this but every day I feel so bad because my husband helps him a lot including lending him money often, and even helping him secure a well paying job. I am now married, yet he is still hitting on me and wants to continue with that.

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